I am a hero

Finding myself... by emily312

Hi,

I used to do really well in school and was a very clean cut and proper girl. I barely did anything when it came to drugs or alcohol. Now, at college I have started smoking weed almost every day (which started and continues back home with friends there) and my grades or care is not much.

I don't see a direct correlation between drugs and school because I never gave much effort in high school, good grades just sort of came to me. I just have been feeling really horrible about the way my life has turned out and some advice. I am enjoying doing drugs and the lifestyle I am living, I just get these nagging worrisome thoughts and overwhelming anxiety sometimes.

This may all be unclear and random, but it's 3:30 in the morning and I can't stop thinking.

Thanks.